Chapter 1 From Grief Grew Hope, and This Book

Chapter 2 A Qualitative Reckoning

Chapter 3 Hard Grief for Hard Love: Writing Through Doctoral Studies and the Loss of My Mother

Chapter 4 Losing (and Finding) Myself Through Grief

Chapter 5 Things That Are Good: Tracing Entanglements of Hope

Chapter 6 The Art of Bereavement: An Autoethnographic Reflection on Transformational Learning Following the Loss of a Spouse

Chapter 7 All at Once: Writing Grief

Chapter 8 The Refrains That Help Me Remember: An Autoethnography of Grief, Epistemological Crisis, and Discovering Hope Through Theory

Chapter 9 I Can’t Complain

Chapter 10 I Refuse to Be a Bystander

Chapter 11 Misdiagnosing Generational Trauma and Grief: I Am Not Angry; I Am Triggered and Grief Stricken

Chapter 12 En las sombras : A Letter to My Friend About Grief, Desire, and Haunting

Chapter 13 “Yup, Just Him”: Misconceptions and Our Table for Three

Chapter 14 Reading, Loving, and Losing My Mother: A Collage of Partial Understanding

Chapter 16 Hope: The Spark of Perseverance to Survive in the Face of Adversity

Chapter 17 The Importance of Narratives in Finding Hope in Grief